~anbu-nipped

Loose ends.

School in six days! September 2, yawl. c-:
School shopping: awesome. I got some cheap folders/mechanical pencils- the works. I'm using my old pencil case as well, this epic one that I've used for 2 years now. And my backpack is my sisters, but she has a new one (she didn't use it before away because it's apparently uncomfortable with big books in it). Goodwill is my favorite cloths store in the world. Seriously, I never ever had fun shopping for cloths before that bad boy came along. I didn't have much success cosplay cloths wise, nothing really, but I got a bunch of cool pants for school. <3 And some good school shirts too. (For luls I got a camo and this red T that says 'Got Blood?' [vampirejokelolnoa] too).

Yesterday I had some random post-school depression. I need to see my friends again! (And hopefully well have the same lunch!! D8> ) But school coming has also dramatically power jumped my daydreaming. XDD;;; omai. ;o; IluMr.Fantasyman. Youaresogoodtome.

I think... I may have gotten an okay from my mom for uploading picture of myself (cosplay) online. She doesn't like it, but maybe. Either way I'm going to try to have a photo shoot this weekend with me, myself, and I (probably my sister too if I can't get anything good by myself).

Lol, I haven't chosen what I want to wear for the first day o' school. I decided against my Gryffindor stuff cause it's not very comfortable. (Comfortable wins over anything with my cloths, that's probably why most my stuff is for dudes). Whatever, whatever.

I'm halfway through learning the Hare Hare Yukai! 8DD I said it would come in handy and I really meant that I'd learn it, though I have a handful of months or so yet. I want it down before we go to Acen09. Dancing Tamaki ftw! I also dug out our old keyboard my sis and I got when we were little kids. C: I have L's theme down perfectly and Near's close to. Piano playing Tamaki ftw! (I'm going to try to find some more difficult anime songs to try to learn, any suggestions? Keep in mind I'm teaching myself how to play and this is the first time I've touched a piano in years with the intent of playing something. I'd try to learn Light's theme, but his is done with a guitar. [YouTube tutorials had taught me what I know btw]).

I need to finish re-reading my Host Club! D:< I'm in book three damnit. I'd be done by now but I worked the last two days. And before that I hung with the Japanese girls because they were leaving. And now we have guests over (who are also Japanese, one is an exchange student from 10 years ago, she's visiting with her husband and daughter. Her daughter is adorable~~ 14 months, talks in Japanese gibberish~~!) And then my parents are having friends over this weekend. @^@ Meohmai. But I think book three is my favorite. I also realized something I wish I had not. Kyouya's name is spelled like this: Kyoya. D'8 It's really heartbreaking, seriously, I always thought his name is special because of the u. And I really do love it with a u. Gawww. I even did a search here on DA and more results came up for 'Kyouya'. I'm not the only one too, the YouTube community of host club AMVs more or less use the u (maybe that's were I picked it up? XD ). Aww, humor me if I still keep using the u, habits can't be broken cold turkey. (Favorite OHSHC Characters: Kyouya, Tamaki, then Haruhi. ).

I need to power draw like 40 pages to finish up my summer drawing book. D8 I call it Filler Note, only for fanart, but when I hit 50 pages I said screw it and started drawing OCs too. Made me feel bad. D: Has I not drawn Song and Semani for so long!? And Polly, Lily..!! Hallow n Gem get more love then the others. ; ^ ; Sorry others! (I have loads and loads of Ouran fanart tho. 8D <33 And Naruto, Bleach, Death Note, etc!)

I excided for school kinda. Don't get me wrong, I'll miss sleeping in till it's summer again. o: But it's 10th grade, new ground, new people! I want to make these years fun (I spend to much time with my dad- talks about how time flys and you'll be 50 before you know it. Cx ). Want to meet some new animetards too, there has to be some other out there~~

Ramble ramble ramble. I really do have nothing to say, don't I? My journals have been so... meaningless lately, sorry. x___x I'm going to try to reply to the latest 40 comments too, then sadly, delete the rest. :c Some will be turning a year old in the next few months and I just can't see myself replying to them. Not only because I'm a fag and is ridiculously late- but because I was a different person 9 months ago. Noobish and lame. xc It's going to make me feel horrible, but I haven't seen 0 in my message center for far to long. I'm sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry! :'CC

Something funny teim?!
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"Now that I'm a woman everything's just as planned and nearly magical."

I just got back from a two night girls sleepover at Ron's with ~Jayoen. Haha, 'now that I'm a woman' would probably take over my love for 'just as planned' if it wasn't so darn creepy to say! Nearly magical is like magical but just not as much magic. We watched The Last Unicorn. And that magic thing came from this horoscope book. xD

By the way, Hallow's birthday is tomorrow! C: August 18. I'm going to put flowers on 'his' grave too. I've neglected to tell you guys this, but at this lot we're building a house on there's a grave of a 12-year-old boy. I'm not going to tell you his name though because it's Hallow's human name and I'm trying to keep it confidential for the sake of his story. It's awesome though, doesn't register as a name at all, so that works for me saying Hallow's an Indian. "N. L. died Aug 18 1883" - isn't that pure epic? 1883! Awesome awesome!

And I looked up his birthday in the horoscope book and it if him perfectly. 8D His symbol is even a heart. Rotf, must have been destiny. (Is it wrong I can't not picture Neji when I say that word?)

I've been working on Hallow's story again. c: I'm very pleased, I've been able to fit Thire in there and everything's just fitting like puzzle pieces. Though, I've done a lot of research but I can't figure out how one comes of publishing a manga. Or becoming a manga artist as a fact. Do you need collage? Either way, I am going to collage. If anyone has info or a site tell me please. Cx;; The chapter are coming out too, though, that's another thing. Right now it seems quite serious and dramatic-ness, but that's probably 'cause that's the plot moving stuff. The funny will come in between. It feels like it'll only last like two books but it's probably a lot more really. My goal is to make it long enough for a season. I picture and work it out seeing it as a anime, so that would just be… impossibly awesome. It also occurred to me that Gem is actually kinda the antagonist, even though she's the main character. XD Hallow's the protagonist.

I've been stockpiling these songs for forever now. If Hallow ever had a theme song, it would be New Soul by Yael Naim: [link] . Then Gem and Hallow's theme would be Dark Blue by Jack Mannequin: [link] . I have a theme for Gem but I don't like the song, just the lyrics. cx But anyway, it's How Does It Feel by Avirl Lavigne: [link] .

Uhh. School's starting on September 2. Damn.
Though, I'm going to make my mom take us school cloths shopping at Good Will. 8D Since it's my favorite cloths store ever. Plus I'm looking for more cosplay cloths. Light's tan jacket and pants, L jeans (I gave mine away on accident D; ), anything that resembles/I can work off of to make Zetsubou Sensei and/or Lelouch, and some dude cloths 'cause they're comfy.

I've decide that I'm going to wear my Gryffindor cloths on the first day of school too. Cx As a joke. And for gym I'll try to wear more… feminine cloths since I do look like a dude. x__x

I've been working on the Death Note flash again. Actually, I have the first 19.7 seconds completely done, and other bits throughout it. (Saving the tedious stuff for when I feel like it). Though, I also still need to sketch the last 20 frames. Speaking of that, it's 1011 frames and 84.2 seconds long. cx

I'm sorry I'm fail. D8
I need to get the scanner downloaded on to Lester so I can scan stuff again.
Other then that… [link] singing Light is amusing.

Sorry, I really do hate putting journals' up so close to each other. But it's kinda the mood right now. I can't wait for Breaking Dawn, surfing is just making it worse. Tile is due to this: [link] I'm kinda sad I found out this late, but I have it no my hand. c; "It's the thought that counts.."

Almost done with Eclipse now, on chapter Trails, gonna finish tomorrow. I supose I should be trying to sleep curently, but I probably couldn't anyway. *sigh* Twilight is the only book that can make you look out your window half-heartedly. c': When I was comming back to my room I kinda imagined what would happen if I turned the corner and sprawled across my bed was a vampire- then I did and what awaited me was Eclipse. Close enough and slighty humourous. Gahh. I want to give it justice some how, how amazing the books are, but I don't know how. Stupid reality being real and all.

And Edward... and Emmett, Jasper, Alice, Esme, Carlisle, maybe even Rose. <3 The Cullens...! I hope that name goes down in the history of books, seriously. c: Emmett have become my second favorite male vampire too, just after Edward of course. He makes me laugh, I like that in a fictional character. c; But, I think, I'd want him to be my brother more then anything. I like Bella too: she's cool. Poor Jacob aswell, it's hard to hate him. I really do like Jake, just... not with Bella. x u x;; Oh humm.

This is a perfect discription of the effect the books have on people: [link] . Am I right? Or am I right? It doesn't help one bit Edward has red hair either. It's always been my greatest weakness. Being incredibly sexy may have a hand in the matter too, but his character doesn't seem complete without it. "Thanks Stephenie, now I'll never find a man" - best icon I've seen yet reguarding the books. And probably true: Twilight, raising the bar for woman everywhere! 8'D Words of the wise to any guy reading this- learn to climb a tree.

Best part ever: I had a dream with Edward in it. I was so happy, I just with I could remember a lot more of it, it's really fuzzy. And the night before with Carlisle, I think, I could only remember a picture from that one. The Edward one was odd, I didn't know if I was Bella or Me and we were just walking in this foggy area. And then I found this angle statue on a old stone wall and we couldn't find out were it belonged- it never seemed to belong anywhere we set it. It didn't fit. Ironic kinda. Then we went shopping at a creepy lawn sale and got cloths. :'D

Haha. Ok, now I want some opinunes from you guys. C: Who's your favorite character? Who's your least? Why do you like them? I hope I'm not alone on daydreaming about soul mate vampires~ What's your favorite book, quoate, etc?? ccx

Thanks for dealing with my oogling, I hope you survived this. D:
I bet Edward can do this: [link] XDD

Breaking Dawn Edit

I finally finished it. I think it's my favorite book noa too. No sploilers from me till I know some more people have read it. The ones that pre-ordered and all. I promised a friend too. C; It's good though, good-good, I think. Emmett is probably tied with Edward for my fav character as well. He's a riot. :'D

I wish it wasn't over too. Now I have no choice but look forward to the moive.
Dammit.

<3

My baby's back from the store noa. We'll, he's been back a few days, but my mom had to but a few thngs on him before he was internet ready. Still no news on my files. I don't have MS Word yet either- so be perpared. (God, lawl [link] I'm trying to repenish my youtube music folders- I had so many~ and I lost them all!) I'm nameing him Lester too, my computer, since old laptop doesn't seem right. Plus, who doesn't love Death Note names? I know I do! = u =

I can't recognize myself yet, not yet, and I've had my hair cut since... Saturday. They made a man outta me! D: ([link] Damnit, sorry, I'm this lame). Seriously though, I gave the lady this as a reff [link] since it's my fav Tamaki cosplyer ever, epic in more then many ways. -nodnod- But it turned out like this guy, exactly like his: [link] just I look younger and girl-like. My sister says I look like Haruhi or a gay Light. XDD It's funny because on of my nicknames is Light. I supose I look just like Gem now too, just no green eyes, but I can't see her at all. I wonder why. Oh well, I try and dress up like her, that might work. Just because I can't see myself, doesn't mean I don't like it too- I love it~ It's hilariously fun. Way to much fun, probably more then it is healthy. o: You see, I look like L when I get out of the shower (my hair looks black wet) and Light when it drys a little and I ruffle with it. Rock Lee when it lays down right (LOL), Zetsubo Sensei when I lay down right, Haruhi in general, and more! See, to much fun. And I look like a dude for the most part. C; I've already been mistaken as one by a guy dropping stuff off at work today. I thought boobs would give me away easy, but I guess I'm flat enough to hide em in a T-shirt? XD When I went cosplaying my dad and sis said I was very convincing. Great, looks like I make a better boy then I do a girl. :3 But that's just fine, I've always been the tomboy of the family, just now they joke about it. Cx

On to cosplay! On Sunday was that Anime Day~ C: I went as Haruhi, because the blonde hair in a bottle stuff lies and is a faggot. (It has nothing to do with the fact my hair is dark brown~~) But I still make a good Haruhi. My costume wasn't done though- I still need to get a patch and dye black into my purple tie (everything I got at Good Will btw). People knew who I was anyway; I was one in about 6 that actually dressed up, one in three that did anime/manga cosplay. It was really fun, most of the people there were 17-23 ish, from the club that made that miny con awhile back, while I was the youngist- 14. They all looked about mid-teens, it was silly. I got first in this color-with-crans contest and won two drawing books, then I got second in cosplay, won two DVDs, both set of prizes I got to pick from a selection. I went with the 2nd DVD of Naruto and Bleach. C: Oh, and a Bleach poster from Trivia, I guessed right. All and all, it was a huge cofindence booster. I didn't get all self-conscious walking through the mall in a wedding cloths (thats what my dad thinks the ouran cloths look like, haha) and everyone was so nice to me. Host Club deflects stairs and odd looks. My friends liked my hair too. One thought I was Kyouya from far away because my hair's so dark and the other said if I had glasses, I could pull both him and Haruhi off. I carried a fake rose too, just for the luls. Got three hugs, one arm pet, and a head pat (I'm short- 5 feet 4 inches, last time I looked). <3 I still want to be Tamaki for Acen 09 though, I want to act like a king and talk to fangirls like he does and give out roses and wear a Burger King crown and emo in a corner~! I may just dye my hair blonde for it. ;D Hummgg, I hope I have the confindence to go through! And some wisdom for anyone who hasn't gone to a con before (or something close to it) and is planning on going to one soon: the best thing to do is try to laugh as much as possible. My first con felt kinda wastsed to me because of that, so, I guess, be stupid and entertain. It's fun.

Next is Twilight night at the book store- that's going to be on Friday, I believe. : D I'm going as Edward for sure, I'll just were my black Teru suit with a red tie (all obtained at Good Will too). I'm going to go out with my mom sometime in the next day or so and get all the hair and skin stuff I need. I plan on making myself pale. C; I've also gotten done with re-reading Twilight and I was going to finnish New Moon today but I had to work again and I need to type all this up! It was funny, I was reading the one baseball game chapter when it was thundering out (thunder will forever have a second meaning) and I read the chapter where Edward (spoiler) leaves on a night with a new moon or close to it. O: And I be sure to get some pictures of me and upload them if I get a OK with the parental units. I have a few ideas for a photo shoot~~~ o u o Only thing that sucks is my eyes are blue (well, actually blue and gold), I was going thinking of getting colored contacts but my mom said no. I didn't know how I would any way. And I can't believe how much I missed or couldn't remember form the books. DD: </3 Faaaiil. And how Edward leaving effected me in the same way when I first read it~ ; < ; Ohh, Jake. <333

Work tiem! D:> We'll not anymore for this week. I volenteered for Monday so I didn't have to work today, but since my sis was unable to work today, he took me again. (If this is confusing, in a nutshell, I work with my dad- he's a carpender). I'm so tired, I hate putting in windows and building roof-ness. ;c We were on the second floor on a few too. I like working with my dad and Matt (another carpender, works with my dad), it's a nice atmosphere. I love my dad, we get along great. I love my mom too, of course, but if we were the same age and strangers, I don't know if I'd be friends with her... And it's pure lol for me as well, so many crack jokes can be made out of our names. My dad's name is Ray, or you could say Ray Penber, he works with Matt, and some friends call me Light. 8'D The day I figured this out, we were talking about a guy called Mike, short for Michael- Mello. I want to draw so many of our dayly happenings with the Death Note characters. Matt getting stuck in the roof frame, Light getting pee'd on by toads (they were so cute), Ray Penber beng boss and all that. Construction Note~



Well, I missed you guys to no end~! I'll try and do something soon, my tradional streak died with my computer, but yeah. I'll probably be gone for a few days yet, reading and all that jazz. Hopefully I can get back to my message center too. x___x

L for the lawlz: [link] I think I'll end my journals with something funny for now on. C: (Totally got the idea from ~alchemic-reaction <3 )

Pardon my french.

My baby's in, like, a coma or something. xc Won't load up, just puts me in this no return screen of doom at hate (and blue). My mom couldn't do anything to get it working again, so yeah.



I'm very affaid it might have to be like, delete everything to get it back? ;, ^ ,; Shit, I don't care about anything other then that one flash I've been working on with over 1000 frames or what ever. And I have two other flashes I could upload too (I tried to get one up yesterday, but DA has animation problems atm). Plus some Word files I don't want to lose and a photoshop drawing I haven't uploaded yet. Damn, I could live losing anything other then that one flash. I spent far to much time on it. Blood, sweat, and tears. Blood, sweat, and tears. ;n; And hours, lots of hours. So please cross your fingers with me to make this happen otherwise~! c;

And like, I've even backed anything up. p;

So currently I'm on the old, old, old, computer. My sister uses this one. Pretty much I'll probably be away for a few days now... And hopefully all be ok, sorry for such a... vulgar title. I swear a lot more then I let on here, much more so when I'm tence and shit. (haha censord it in the end)

The Mealoncholly of Anbu-Nipped lol. (Yes, I watched the anime [<3] = ^ = And I'm on two others as well, I wanted to link em all in my next journal, but... you know).

I'm sure I'll live if it does turn out for the worst, but it'll still suck a whole lot. So lets hope. <3

OH~ I'm going to get my hair cut soon. Hell. Yeah.
What style you ask? Tamaki. Umm-huuh. That's right.

And I take back thinking I act more like Mizuiro from bleach just becasue he's not a main character, I've come discover I'm quite a Hanataro. Proof of this is a normal person doesn't have to work up the courage to jump in the water or to talk to older cousins for 20 minutes. No lie, true stories. D: lol. I luvz Hana, so alls ok.

soo wulls liek,
bai kiids i piic u uhp whan i git bac noa~

edit:

Oh, yum. [link] <333

I forgot to say, at our mall ther's a store that's having an anime day and I'm going to hopefully cosplay Tamaki at it (july 27, I think). I have all the clothes except I need to dye my tie and make a Ouran School patch if possible~<3 And then, on aug 1st or 2nd, a book store is haveing a Breaking Dawn party from 9PM-12PM. I'm going to cosplay Edward or Jasper, depending if my friend can be Alice or not. Though, I just discovered we're getting Japanese exchange students again and they'll be comming the 1st, so yupp.

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