Friday was our farewell freshmen. I normally don’t go to dances, but it was the last at the school, literally, we’re the last 9th graders. I got my ring too, I wasn’t going to ask for one, but we are the last so it seemed special. It’s a band with fake topaz, since that’s my birthstone. I can totally make some unrecognized Edward references now.

It was fun, but now I’m really regretting going. I was asked out just before we left. :c And I said yes because I didn’t know what to do. I don’t dislike the boy, but I don’t really know him, I’ve only seen him a few times before. He was really nice and got everyone dancing though; seriously, if we sat down he would drag us by the legs into it. (Side note: it couldn’t be defined as dancing, it was just jumping up and down and shaking your arms every once and awhile). Pretty much when our group went to get something to drink, he asked me if I wanted to be his dance partner or something and I literally said, “Uhhh… Sure?” and before I left with a friend he asked me “out” which I think means girlfriend-boyfriend. Ewww. xc I currently freaking out.

Plan A: If nothing happens before summer I’m going to ask if we could just be friends because I’m bad at this. (Though kinda because I don’t want him to call me over summer break; know one knows how awkward this stuff is to me. I can barely talk to relatives on the phone, or in general. If the said person doesn’t know about any animes/mangas I have no ice breakers).

Plan B: I have none. D: Buckle up and hope for dear heaven plan A works out.

I feel guilty though too, since I have no real intention of staying with him now. I’m such a bad person when it comes to this. Dx

I got a big cardboard sphinx from it though; it filled the void left in the corner of my room when my sis needed the grill box for the kitten. BTW he’s still totally adorable, sleep on my lap for an hour or so while I was playing Harvest Moon. And he fell in the toilet. Picture of him after we got him, he’s bigger and less retarded looking now: [link] o:

Now on to merrymaking before Friday.
I was up too 5 pennies in my shoes by Friday. My friend said it was good luck to put lucky pennies in your shoes after you find them. I haven’t had any luck, I don’t think though, probably because I didn’t keep them all in my right shoe, and I found some on the tails side too. One I’ve had in there for a month plus (when she told me ‘bout it), another for a few weeks, two for a few days, and one just recently. They started making noise so I put them all in a tree knothole when I got home Friday. I usually just toss change I find in the day in this big strip of grass next to the school as I go to the bus, but I like the tree better. Call it paranoia, just like the guilty feelings I have for leaving behind rocks and pencils. Now I have something to show my friends when they come over~ <3

C: My con pass came to use. Megantron’s pass didn’t come since some freak thing happened, and she was passless and had paid already, so tada. She’ll just have to be known as Millered for the time. I hopes she’s having/had (little late on this journal for the con to be still happening) an awesome time. She went as Karl from Blood+ and Akito (?) from Fruits Basket. <33

con to be still happening) an awesome time. She went as Karl from Blood+ and Akito (?) from Fruits Basket. <33

My friend let me borrow his Bleach too! <3 I love it, love it, love it. A lot better then the anime, he only had up to 15 though. Hanataro is my reigning favorite currently, he’s not as cool as a bunch of the others, but he’s lol. And Ichigo's school friend, Mizuiro, I in my top too. ;D And Chad, I bet he is the master at piggyback rides fhygfwhyagf. He could be a piggyback ride car, and have room for the luggage and the whooole family~ five star safety rating too.

Karma’s a bitch. I don’t exactly believe this stuff, but I love how when there’s a quinceidence (sp? o___o) there’s a quinceidence. Seriously, this last week one of my pals found 20 bucks when we went outside after lunch. I told him to return it because it made me feel guilty and something bad was bound to happen (something always does). And so the next day another friend notice he had lost a 20, but they weren’t the same. And I think another friend found a 20 the next day, but I’m not sure. Hohoho. D:

In animation class our final exam is Claymation. That’s the only thing I was looking forward to for the class. Not that I don’t like animation, it’s just it’s hard to be creative in there, the teacher give to many rules. Like, we had to have a plot with a story, then problem, then a resolution in just a hundred frames plus. But she totally dropped all that shit for me since I work hard and etc. It’s going to be called: (magic) . Written with ‘( )’ because it’s supposed to be whispered (I’m gay like that xD ). I’ll be using my real hands and make things disappear and become 2 dimensional, etc. If it turns out right I’ll get it home somehow and maybe put it on youtube.

Less then a two weeks of school left. C: Going to miss it since most (hinhint) of my teachers are awesome, but I need a break. x____x Not exactly looking forward going to a two storied high school though. We won’t have resource either and lunch is split up, so we may not even be able to seen each other then. ;c And my sister’s there. But schools almost out! 8D AMIRIGHT?

OH YEAH. Another trip, it starts a day after school gets out. We usually always visit cousins in Nebraska and Colorado in the early summer, but I still like my lazy tiem thxuvrymch.

Re-watching .Hack//SIGN too. One of the first late-night animes I attempted to watch when I was like 8 or 9, other then Inuyasha that is. Somewhere in my basement I have like 30+ episodes of Inuyasha taped.
Full Episode 1, English Subs: [link]
Kind of an accident, I wanted to see the opening again since I remember it inspired me to draw when I was little. Surprised me too, that most of what I remember is from just the first few episodes. o___o

Wow, sorry, this is kinda long.
Well then, bye for now, wish me luck. The typos mean I love you. cx